Addicted to Her

An experience shared by Leslie:

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So. I don’t talk about this. Ever. But I’ve never felt shy on your site and I feel like I can be myself, so here goes nothing.

My name is Leslie (I’m a guy. Trust me I’ve gotten a lot of shit over it.) But, yeah, it started randomly and completely out of the blue now that I think back on the events that lead to the point of this story. I was fresh out of basic training for the Army and I was in the midst of doing my AIT (Advanced Individual Training – the Army and their acronyms!). I felt like I was starting a new life with all of the changes I was making. As part of that, I had created a new Instagram account. That’s when my very outgoing and crazy younger cousin followed me.

At first it was pretty innocent. She would like a few of my photos and that would be it. But one day I was going through her page and she had some very erotic photos. Mainly her ass in some short shorts or an excessive amount of cleavage showing. My initial reaction was to tell her to relax and tame her photos, but for whatever reason I just clicked “like” instead. The sexier they were, the more I liked them. At some point we began conversing, and I slowly pushed the boundaries and asked if she would let me see more photos. And she did. The revealing photos progressed to nudes, and I was instantly hooked. The mixture of bad and sexy was like a drug.

We spoke by text for a month because I couldn’t leave AIT at all. We actually got into a few arguments because when I did get home the first few times, she would always vanish. I had finally given up and decided that we would no longer talk that way. On another random day, though, I went to visit my grandparents and she happened to be there. My heart was racing instantly and I honestly don’t think my erection disappeared for a second that night.

The first inappropriate contact happened in my grandmother’s bedroom (SMH – I’m a terrible person, aren’t I?). I was in there putting my godson to bed and she came in. Nothing explicit happened, just some very intense kissing and groping. I never needed any woman’s body so badly in my life. We stopped when my grandmother almost caught us. For the next few hours the two of us tried to contain ourselves. I would feel her up any chance I got.

We left a few hours later and she came to my mother’s apartment with me. We were in the living room and we kissed for a minute before I pulled my dick out and watched as she sucked it for the first time. I’m not sure if she was really good at it or if the intensity of that night got to me, but only one thing felt better than that moment in my life.

The excitement was too much and I couldn’t take it anymore after only a few minutes. I damn near tore her clothes off and laid her down. I think my dick size is pretty average, but when I went to slide it in she was saying that I needed to slow down because I was too big. I did, and it was THE BEST feeling in the world. I don’t think I will ever feel anything as intense as my younger cousin’s pussy tightly gripping my dick. Suffice to say that I didn’t last long, and she made me cum quicker and harder than I ever had. But I made sure to enjoy the next round for the next few hours. I savored her body and enjoyed every second.

It was the only time we ever did anything sexually but we still talk and we still have the strongest sexual connection. I’m still serving but I do get out this year. Hopefully when I am home she will make some time to straddle me again.

As far as feelings, unfortunately she’s much younger than me. She wanted a lot of what we couldn’t do. She wanted a baby and an actual relationship, and I just wanted to keep it physical. I’m not sure I’ll ever be able to not want to fuck her. I do care about her as a family member, but nothing relationship-wise. I think she gets it now, and we’ll continue to enjoy each other until one of us wants to stop.

As far as fear, there is always that fear of getting caught, but it’s literally like my brain loses all rational capacity with her. I stop caring about any consequences and the only thing I want is more of her. Even with the photos we exchange, it’s almost like a drug. The more I get the more I need. If anyone were to find out, I’m sure my entire life would fall apart, but we often fantasize together about how we wouldn’t care even though I definitely do.

Her being my cousin made it the single most intense sexual experience of my life. I don’t know if anyone could turn me on as much as she does. She’s not the type of woman I’m normally attracted to, but her short frame, her massive tits, and her relation to me make me so turned on. I often tell her that don’t know if I’ll ever stop fucking her. Even if I had a family of my own. I fear that I’ll always have an attraction to her.

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One thought on “Addicted to Her

  1. So f hot I get it always craving more sneaking ing the tight crotch hugging kisses all in a small space of time…. I did get caught but not by an adult just another tight piece off ass I came to be addicted to until I got into her panties….

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