Teen Titillations

As a horny teen, I often fantasized about my family as I masturbated. But, I also had a reliable set of non-family scenes I would play out in my mind when I wanted to get off. I thought maybe you’d like to get a quick overview of my greatest hits.

Probably one of my most productive fantasies were scenarios involving one of my many male teachers. My favorite was Mr. Kennet. He was young and handsome, had the build of a jock, and the attitude of a man who had a big, thick cock. My fantasy was fairly simple but it always made me cum like crazy. I had to see him after school about my grades. I wasn’t failing (of course), but I was in danger of spoiling my record of straight A’s. Maybe if I wasn’t daydreaming about Mr. Kennet’s fat cock during class I would be able to focus better! My teacher tells me he can give me some extra credit points if I do something for him. What he wants is for me to take all my clothes off. I’m scared and worried about getting caught, but the humiliation of getting a B is worse than being seen naked. I do as he says and take all my clothes off right there in the classroom. It’s cold and the fluorescent lights are unflattering, but his eyes devour me hungrily. My stomach drops when I see him unzipping his pants. What’s he going to do to me? I want him to do something, but I’m also afraid of what that might be. Mr. Kennet pulls his cock out. It’s as big and thick as I always imagined it was. He leans back in his chair and begins stroking himself. I love watching him jerking off – I’ve never seen a boy do that to himself before. He asks me to turn around and bend over. I willingly obey his request and I look between my knees to see him beating off harder at the view of my butt and pussy from behind. “Spread your ass,” he demands. It’s embarrassing to expose myself like that, but it also turns me on. He stands and moves up close behind me. I’m scared that he’s going to try to fuck me (while also kind of hoping that he does), but instead he groans and shoots a big load of cum all over my asshole. If I haven’t had an orgasm by this point, I usually did when I imagined the feel of his jizz running down over my pussy lips and dripping onto the floor. When I was feeling especially horny, Mr. Kennet would talk to me about my grades during class in front of everyone. All the boys joined him in jerking off to the sight of my naked body while most of the girls just scowled and whispered about what a dirty slut I was.

Another fantasy that I sometimes used had to do with a visit to the doctor. I never got turned on during any actual doctor visits, in fact I was usually freaked out instead. When I was younger, I had convinced myself that when the doctor examined me “down there” that he or she would be able to tell I’d been masturbating. They would inform my mother, and I’d be branded a deviant pervert for life (which I would rightfully deserve!). My doctor fantasy, however, was a lot like my teacher fantasy. A non-specific male doctor would come in for the exam and ask me to take my gown off, leaving me (of course) naked. He would do some standard doctor things – listen to my heart, thump on my back, etc. – then he’d tell me that he needed some pictures for my medical records. This seems weird to me, but I can’t argue. The doctor has me do some poses and he takes several pictures. He assures me that my body is developing nicely, which makes me feel good. He then has me get up on one of the examination tables and put my feet in the stirrups. The doctor gets in between my legs and begins taking close up pictures of my vagina. I ask if that’s really needed and he assures me it’s required. He then says, “Now please spread your cunt open for me.” I’m shocked that a professional would use language like that, but I do as I’m told. This is usually where I’d orgasm. If not, the fantasy would continue. He’d hand me the camera and tell me to take over. The doctor would then begin licking and sucking my pussy. While he was eating me out, he’d make little medicalish comments to justify what he was doing to me. “Hmm, yes, it tastes like your Ph levels are in balance…clitoral response is normal, perhaps even above average…vaginal secretions are high but otherwise healthy…mmmmnumnum…” I was having this oral sex fantasy even before anyone had ever gone down on me. If I lasted past this point, a nurse would usually come in, relieve me of picture taking duty, and finger herself while she photographed me getting my pussy sucked off. The combination of getting my pussy sucked while someone watched was a surefire recipe for one of little Rachael’s orgasms.

Rounding out my top three was a fantasy about a couple my parents knew. They would come over the house sometimes for cookouts or to play cards. This couple seemed way too cool to be friends with my mom and dad – a bit younger, both in good shape, and better looking. I’m a little less clear on the details of these fantasies, but it usually involved me sleeping over this couple’s house for some reason. During the night I’d hear noises and go investigate. Obviously I’d find them fucking (and usually it wasn’t in their bedroom, for some reason). I would spy on them while playing with myself. Just the idea of seeing people fuck was a big thrill for me back then (guess it still is). The woman, Judy, would see me spying and invite me to come closer. She would show me Jerry’s penis and teach me how to give a blowjob. While I was learning to suck cock, she would mount her husband’s face and fuck his mouth right in front of me. The scene played out in many different ways depending on how I was feeling at the moment, but is usually involved them touching me all over and closely checking out my pussy together. They’d often ask me to masturbate for them. Once I did, they’d start fucking again. I’d watch them and they’d watch me until we all got off together. The thought of a fucking couple watching me masturbate is a theme that still shows up in my fantasies to this day.

I also had a few hybrid fantasies that involved my brother but was more about his stupid friends. The one I remember the most is where he’d have three or four friends over. He’d come and get me and drag me to the family room where he’d tell me to get naked for them. Sometimes he’d blackmail me into doing it, or sometimes I’d resist and he’d forcibly strip me. One of the guys would put on music and they’d tell me to dance for them. When I did, they’d all take out their cocks and start jerking off to me. I’d quickly get into it, dancing sexy for them and opening my legs wide so they could see my pussy. My brother’s friends would start cumming quickly, but what really got me off was when my brother would make me kneel in front of him and he’d blow his load all over my face in front of everyone. It was the idea of all his friends seeing him do something like that to his horny little sister was what got me off.

There were plenty more, usually inspired by events of the day and the people I’d most recently come in contact with, but these were a few of my dependable go-to’s. Now that I’ve gathered a few of them together, I can see that my teenage fantasies had a very strong exhibitionist streak to them. I suppose it’s only natural for a young girl to want to be admired and desired. In reality, I wasn’t at all confident about my body, and definitely not comfortable about anyone seeing me naked. I have to imagine that’s exactly why my fantasies took on the opposite elements of my real life. I know Freud did a lot with dream analysis, but I wonder if he ever considered sexual fantasy analysis for insights into a person’s true psyche? If not, perhaps I can invent a new branch of psychology. What a job that would be – listening to people’s masturbation fantasies all day! Hmmm…maybe there’s a story idea there…?

Anyway, this was a fun little trip down memory lane for me, and I hope you enjoyed learning about my more “normal” fantasies. Do you remember what thoughts you most often wanked yourself to when you were a kid? If you do, leave a comment and share it with all of us!

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Dirty Talkin’ Sluts

I love my porn to include dirty talk. The odd thing is that it turns me on to hear women talking dirty, but not so much men. The guys often come across as creepy, but it seems like a female can say just about anything and it sounds hot. The problem is, it’s hard to find women who can do it well. I’ve got a little video round-up for you that includes a few examples of what I consider doing it “right.”

 
I Wanna Fuckin’ Fuck You!
This one is pretty tame in terms of visuals (I was dying for her to pull her tits out!), but it’s still one of my favorites. The appeal for me is that she’s not a paid cam girl. She’s really getting off and talking nasty not only to turn her boyfriend/husband on, but also herself. This is pretty close to how I talk when I’m masturbating alone. I love talking out loud and saying the dirtiest words I can think of as loud as I can get away with when I have the house to myself.

 
Fuck Me Like a Whore!
Such a pretty young thing, and those tits! I’d love to have a set like that for just one day to see what it’s like. Focus, Rachael, focus. Okay, so this one does it for me partly for the visuals, and partly for the way she’s saying her nasty stuff. Again, love those tits, and I also like how she’s masturbating up on her knees. We don’t get to see much pussy as a result, but there are some nice sounds coming from down there. Then there’s the plaintive lilt in her voice. She might be getting paid, but she makes me believe she really wants the things she’s begging for.

 
You Like My Pretty Little Cunt?
The wild girl for hire in this video is really putting on an act, but she does it with such intensity and enthusiasm that she’s the one I always go to first when I’m in the mood for some hardcore dirty talk. It’s awesome how she pounds her pussy with that dildo, and just goes crazy on herself. And the desperately energetic talk totally ramps up the trill-o-meter for me.

 
 
Fuck My Ass, Daddy!
Abuse and humiliation don’t usually do it for me, but this girl does it in a way that turns me on. Aside from her tight little body that she’s defiled with insults, I love how she goes at her pussy with that hair brush. Hearing her plead for Daddy to fuck her and make her cum really hits the spot. Then, when she adds in that Daddy can invite his friends to do things to her, well that just seals the deal. Maybe I should make a video like this for my dad and send it to him on Father’s Day.

 
Mommy Wants to Fuck Your Face Off!
No dirty talk round-up would be complete without at least one foul-mouthed mommy (I should probably do one exclusively dedicated to dirty talkin’ mamas). I’m sure many of you are familiar with the twisted MILF in this video. I can talk the talk when it comes to perversion, but this lady truly walks the walk. Her liberal use of the magic word ‘cunt,’ combined with the close up POV of her pussy make this video a winner that’s worth going back to again and again.

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Would You Say I Have a Plethora of Pussies?

I was organizing my cloud the other day and went through my images folder. Whenever I come across a picture while I’m tooling around on the web that grabs my attention, I snag it and throw it in my images folder with the intention of using it on my blog, matching it up with a story, or putting a caption on it. As I reviewed the pictures I’d collected, I found that I had a lot of close up shots of pussies similar to the one you see to the left. I hadn’t realized I’d accumulated so many!

Just to reiterate, I’ve never had a lesbian encounter – haven’t even come close. The nearest I’ve been was having sex in the back of a limo on prom night with my boyfriend while my best friend did the same with her date in the opposite corner. There was some eye contact between me and my friend while it was happening, but absolutely no chance of anything physical between us. Like most (maybe all?) women, I’ve always found myself attracted to other females. This attraction, however, was never consciously sexual.

I did have those few years as a teen of masturbating to my father’s hidden stash of porn magazines. There weren’t any men in those photo spreads, so I was getting myself off solely to images of naked women. Back then, it was more about seeing another person naked than it was about looking at women. It also had as much to do with envisioning my father stroking his cock while he looked at the same pictures I was. It somehow connected us across the time-space masturbation continuum.

It wasn’t until I started getting into online porn that my attraction to naked ladies moved toward the lust end of the spectrum. Originally I sought out porn that featured women fucking nice looking men (or manly men jerking off). At some point I found myself watching lesbian and solo female videos as well (especially homemade amateur stuff). I became intrigued by the sexuality of other women and began wondering what it would be like to experience that kind of sex. Women became a much more “active” part of my masturbation fantasies. During my pre-porn era, women in my fantasies were usually observers. Post-porn, they became participants.

So here I sit with a big pile of zoomed-in, quasi-disembodied pussy pics. Why are these the images that grab my attention? The easy part of the answer is that I find pussies to be irresistibly beautiful in their variety and form. I don’t want to ramble off on an esoteric vagina monologue, but every naked pussy I see has its own special allure. I love looking at cocks, trust me guys, but it’s not quite the same. Yes, there are all kinds of dicks and each is unique in its own way as well, but there’s an intimate mystery to a woman’s vagina that makes it different. Which is the other part of why I’m so drawn to them.

A big part of the difference (at least for me), is that men are almost expected to brandish their penis. It’s something to be proud of, to thrust out into the world ahead of you, an instrument of power, something you want to show off. Women, on the other hand, are supposed to protect their private parts, shield them from the prying eyes of the outside world, and in many cases be ashamed or embarrassed by their sex parts. This adds that extra primal thrill when a woman puts her most private areas on public display. I can’t imagine being brave enough to do that, so I have a great admiration for the women who do. It turns me on to know that these lovely ladies are voluntarily exposing themselves and allowing me to get an incredibly intimate, up close look at their pussies – regardless of whether they’re doing it for money or pleasure.

Bottom line…I love seeing cunts. This is something I wouldn’t have admitted to a few years back, but I can state this with unequivocal certainty now. I no longer shy away from the idea of being sexually aroused by women. I don’t expect it to ever happen, but I also have come to believe that I’d be open to messing around with another woman. Before you start flooding me with encouragement to go out and start banging every lady I can get my hands on, or adding another chick to the mix with my dear hubby, it’s not something I’m going to pursue any time soon. Maybe one day down the road, but not now.

In the meantime, I’ll just have to keep collecting the pussies that grab me and masturbate my own while enjoying them in all their delectable glory.

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Giving Back

As most of you know by now, I really get off on people getting off on my stories. I love hearing from guys who tell me then jerked off to something I wrote and came all over themselves. And it’s a truly special treat when I learn from a female reader that my writing inspired her to finger herself to orgasm. It may sound silly, but I honestly do feel honored and humbled to know that people react to my work in this very intimate way. I know that’s what porn is supposed to do, but with the universe of erotic material out there it amazes me that regular people just like me chose my stuff to cum to.

That being said, I consider it an extra special compliment when I hear that I’ve inspired some form of sexual escapade between a couple. I have nothing but the highest regard for masturbation, obviously, but it’s a thrill to know that a couple has fucked as the result of reading one of my filthy fantasies. It blows my mind when I’m told about how a couple reads my stories together, then fuck (sometimes even reenacting a scene from the story), but I also like it when a reader gets so turned on that they just have to take it out on their partner. I have a feeling there are a lot of satisfied wives out there who have no idea that the cock they got the other night was hard because of me! You’re welcome, ladies! LOL

The other day I received a message that described in tantalizing detail just such a romantic encounter. Reading about his experience got me so horny that I wrote him back and asked him if I could share his account with everyone. I realized that one of the things that turned me on about his letter was that it was a lot like the amateur videos that I get off to. This is about real people having real sex for no other purpose than their own carnal gratification. And, best of all, I get an explicit peek into someone’s bedroom – a rare privilege I would otherwise never be able to enjoy.

Anyway, enough of my rambling. Below is the message I received from S., and I hope you find it as arousing as I did.

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So there I was, casually browsing Lush for something interesting, when the description under the title “Coming out to Play 2” pricked my interest. Then, without a by your leave, your dirty little mind took me on a fantastically erotic journey following Kelsey’s exhibitionist awakening and her developing, sweet, masturbatory relationship with Derek. I loved it all. The scenario, the descriptions, the words, the development, the romance, the innocence mixed with explicit sex. Your descriptions of their liaisons are so well written, and, of course exquisitely dirty. Lovely. As you might imagine it had me hard and horny as hell.

I’d been browsing Lush on my phone on the floor beside my bed because I couldn’t sleep and my wife was sound asleep after her shift. She had showered, and we’d had a sleepy cuddle and fondle, which was nice, but she was tired and I wasn’t ready for sleep. After reading about Kelsey, which had me grinding my stiff cock into the mattress, I read your Lush profile and found my way to your blog. A quick scroll through the “Polish Wife” article and “Open Door Policy Ch 24” had me wanting to bury my face in my wife’s cunt hoping she’d wake up so we could fuck! I didn’t do that, but I did reach over and gently stroke her nipples and slide my hand down to her pussy in the selfish hope she may stir. But she was out for the count. I nearly succumbed to playing with myself, but decided against it, wanting to keep my cum for morning. I don’t know when my cock subsided. I know it was still hard and throbbing as I drifted off to sleep.

I woke early and had a quick shower, made myself a tea, and returned to bed. Wifey was still asleep so I revisited your blog on my iPad. A slower read through “Open Door Policy Ch 24” had me rampant and alternating between stroking my cock and grinding on it under me. I’m surprised she didn’t wake with all the movement. Perhaps she’s used to it. It’s not uncommon for me to surf porn as she sleeps. What a great chapter that is. One of my favourite scenarios well written and dirty as fuck. A young girl with an older woman. Uninhibited language…Mmmmm. “I want your cunt,” I breathed into her ear. “Sit on my face.” Lovely, lovely, lovely. And, of course, written in the first person. That always gets me going so much more than the detachment of observatory stories written in the third person. And, the developing tension between you and Vera, the voyeurism, the interplay, the teasing, the mutual unspoken desire, and then the cliffhanger! I can’t wait to read the next installment.

Although i wanted desperately to grab my cock and stroke the cum out of it, I resisted and had a browse over chapter 23, as I wanted to know what had led to chapter 24. I also watched “The Whore”. Mostly “wow!” As I browsed around your other pages, my wife stirred and reached out. I obliged by positioning myself so my cock “fell” into her hand. I’d been leaking pre-cum, and she rubbed it over the head with her thumb.

Now…I can’t write at all well, so I won’t try to describe our heated sex session in anything like the way you’re able to bring your scenes to life in your stories, so I’ll simply try to describe some of the things we enjoyed after your pages had made me so goddamn horny!

I took some inspiration from your pages. For example, I told her I wanted to eat her cunt, and she of course thought this was an excellent idea! And, I also rolled her on top so she could brush her nipples over my lips as “The Whore” had done against her sheets. Of course we played our own games, such as me taking pictures on my phone of my thumb in her pussy, which, as soon as the camera “click” sounded, had her cumming. I watched her cunt pulsing inches from my face, my thumb still in her feeling the contractions. She does love the “naughtiness” of me taking pictures, which we never share with anyone, and don’t often even look at ourselves. It’s more the act of having the picture taken which she finds so exciting, and which, like this time, can tip her over the edge, especially if I’ve got her close to cumming with some yummy pussy eating first.

To “rest” her sensitive clit for a while, she gave my cock some desperately needed attention, sucking me slowly, as she loves to do, savouring every inch. Occasionally she squeezed it between her finger and thumb, pressing along the length from bottom to top to make a glob of pre-cum appear. She loves this, normally wiping my pre-cum off with her finger to rub onto her tongue so we can kiss and taste it together. This time, however, she simply licked it off with the tip of her tongues and selfishly didn’t share! She also asked me to fuck her mouth, which is a common request of hers.

She lay on her back, head hanging over the edge of the bed, and I stood beside the bed and slid my cock in her mouth. She reached her hands around my arse, and gently, but firmly, pulled me to her, forcing my cock in her mouth. She then lets me pull out before the pressure on my arse tells me to slide into her again – she’s in control! There are other times she wants me to fuck her mouth as if I’m fucking her cunt. She doesn’t like to gag, or take it in her throat, but takes it as far as she can.

Anyway, as she fucked my cock with her mouth, I leaned forward and encouraged her legs open with my hands and slid my tongue as deep in her cunt as I could. With my hands under her arse, I could really get deep into her, pulling her up to me as I stretched my tongue into her. This is one of our favourite things to do and often we cum like this. But not this time. I savoured her pussy for a while, but as I’m giving the very tip of her clit some very light attention with the very tip of my tongue, she pushed my cock out of her mouth and pushed me away from her. She turned over, pushed a pillow under her, one leg straight out the other bent, and presented me with her inviting arse and cunt…well, who needs to be invited twice!

I carried on my oral ministrations. I love licking her like that, occasionally flicking over her arsehole, but mostly concentrating on her pussy and clit. I shifted positions between having my nose in her arse and licking from arse to clit and tongue fucking her. Of course, it ended up with her getting on her knees and wordlessly asking to be fucked. I, of course, obliged!

It ended with her rubbing her clit to another orgasm as I came over her arse and lower back. I love watching my cum hit her back. Afterward, she said something she’s never said before. Nothing amazing, just new. She said she’d never felt my cum to be as warm as it was. Strange, and I’m sure just an illusion!

And so, thanks to your blog, I got very horny. And, thanks, in part to your blog, my wife and I had some very satisfying morning fun.

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Thanks so much for sharing this with me, S.! Like your wife, I adore the feeling of warm cum spraying across my lower back after my husband has given me a thorough doggy style pounding. I can just picture the pearly cream jetting out of your hard cock as it glistens with your wife’s slick cunt juices while your impassioned cockhead swells with each manful spurt.

I get a lot of email each day and it can sometimes be a little overwhelming. Even so, I have to admit that it’s still as much a boost for me to hear from readers now as it was when I first started. Granted, it can be a lot of work at times, but I would be a liar if I said I didn’t get back more than I give. Without the feedback from you all, this would be a hollow pursuit. I do take pleasure from the writing process itself, but without you it would feel more like masturbating all the time without ever cumming. The stroking feels good, but it needs to lead to something. And that something is a wonderful orgasm. And – in case I wasn’t clear – in this analogy, my act of writing is me stroking myself and all of you are my big wet sloppy orgasm!

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