Psycho Porn

I’m going to try to make this a quick one, but we all know how that usually goes with me – blah, blah, blah.

Okay, so, I got myself off to what I would consider an odd video the other day. It was a compilation of cumshots, but that wasn’t the weird part (I often find myself drawn to vids that feature dozens of guys jerking off and shooting creamy loads – can’t seem to get enough of that). What set this one apart for me was that it was centered around guys cumming on women’s hair (click the pic to see the video – I only made it as far as the 1:30 mark before I had an especially intense climax – then bookmarked for continued viewing pleasure later).

I don’t know if hair-bukakke has always been a thing and I’m just discovering it now, or if it has been a niche kink for a while, but after I fingered myself to that wonderfully frantic orgasm, I found myself a bit perplexed. Why did I get so turned on by that?

I won’t pretend to fully understand it all, but I decided to shove it into the mental junk drawer that I label “psychological” porn. It’s an ill-defined category, for sure, and it might not make sense to anyone else, but the things I put there have more to do with the “idea” of what’s happening in the video (or it can even be a pic) rather than the straight-out sexiness of it.

To me, hot girl masturbating = sexy. Guy with nice cock masturbating = sexy. Male and female fucking = sexy, duh. Lesbians doing just about anything naked = super sexy. And the list goes on. These are the things that just about everyone would agree on (depending on orientation and level of openness). But guys spooging all over women’s hair? Why the hell would this get me off like that?

Sure, there’s a novelty factor to it – I’d never seen it before (at least not as an intentional act – there’s always the odd spurt here or there that gets into the hair (speaking from experience)). There’s also the cock and cum element that is an arousing feature for me (even if the dick is blurred out, sometimes just the arm motion can do it for me). But that’s not what had me strumming my clit like a banjo player on meth. It was the “idea” of it all.

Women, as a general rule, hate getting stuff in their hair – especially gooey gunk that’s hard to get out. The “idea” that women would allow a guy (or several guys) to purposely pump their load of man mustard directly into (or onto) their hair feels so…so…depraved. Maybe that sounds too strong, but as far as I can tell that’s the element that takes it beyond just the “Yuck factor” to “Oh, God, I can’t make myself cum fast enough to this!”

Embarrassing confession time. I hope this doesn’t turn too many of you off, but every few months I get a hankering for a bestiality porn session. Nothing too extreme, just a little doggie on woman action, and occasionally a chick sucking a bit of horse cock. I know, pretty freaky, and mostly downright wrong. But, here again, it’s the “idea” of what these women are doing that turns me on in a way that I shouldn’t admit to. I don’t find what they’re doing sexy in and of itself – I don’t see a funky dog dick and want to put it in my mouth, or pussy, or ass like I do when I see a human cock. And I don’t find the beasts particularly sexy. What does it for me is that these women would either degrade themselves to the level of having sex with an animal, or are depraved enough to do these things with dogs and horses because they really want it. (If you’re curious, I use Luxuretv.com to satisfy by repulsive animal porn urges – no redirects and haven’t picked up any computer viruses there…yet).

Sorry if that lowers your impression of me (and I wouldn’t blame you if it does), but what’s the point of all this if I can’t be honest with you about the depths of my reprehensible behavior? I’m counting on most (if not all) of you being charitable when it comes to this admission of mine – given the nature of our little community here I don’t “kink-shaming” is high on our list of things to do.

As I thought over my concept of “psychological porn” during the past few days I came to a fairly obvious realization that may explain my fascination with incest fantasy: it’s a perfect mix of “psychological” and “normal” porn. When you come right down to it, either in video or story form, it’s just two (or more) people having sex. Without any of the story aspects, it’s essentially “normal” porn that is generally okay to get turned on by. It’s only when the story element of the people having sex being related is added on top that it becomes taboo, deviant, and outright wrong.

It’s that psychological component, the depraved act of a naked mom spreading her legs for her son, that puts it over the top for me. It’s still just two people having sex, but it’s the “idea” that a mother would do something as sexually deplorable as having sex with her own son that gets me going the way that it does. This is why incest porn vids (and stories) that jump right into the sucking and fucking with no setup are so much less satisfying to me – it’s a couple of regular people having sex. But when it’s established (true or not) that she’s his mom, or aunt, or sister, or grandma, or cousin, or daughter then it gets interesting.

I don’t think for a second that I’m breaking any new ground here with these observations, but I do believe I could write an entire doctoral thesis on the topic! However, since I already failed to keep this short (as predicted), I’ll leave it at that.

Are there any types or categories of porn that fall into the realm of “psychological porn” for you? Please, please, please tell me! What and why (and maybe where)?

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I’m working on a new story based on current world events for all of you who are suffering forced self-quarantine. I’m hoping to have it done by the end of the week…if we survive that long!

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20 thoughts on “Psycho Porn

  1. I feel so understood and like I have a kindred spirit with this site. This post is exactly how I feel about porn. Btw, long time lurker here. I’ve jacked off a thousand times to your lewd words Rachel. Bless your dirty mind!

  2. Rachel,
    Do not think there is anything wrong with you. You are totally correct that it is the “psychological” aspect of it that makes it interesting. By all means you should do you!

  3. I think you are right on with this observation; all the porn that gets to me is about women being maximally depraved. I also like browsing Twitter to find bestiality porn, and crazy hentai / furry porn. Not often, but sometimes it will really hits the spot.

  4. Greetings, Rachel, long time lurker/jerker here. 🙂 Your post reminded me of a long ago incident…I grew up a white boy in a very white suburban Northeastern USA neighborhood. I remember having a “Club” magazine one day and feeling very strange/naughty/dirty over having a sudden orgasm to photos of a sexy nude black woman, because I thought that wasn’t “right” or something. This was early 1970’s. 🙂

  5. Who doesn’t love a little “Rover does your daughter” video? And it’s always hot to watch a woman try to fit a real horse cock in her mouth!!
    Good to see a new post here, thank you Rachael!!

  6. GardnerMartin: Rachel…so glad to see you active! Yes, you’ve hit the right buttons on our weird fascinations. “Weird” as in that HBO Sex show turned me OFF with all of the oddities. Everyone was into strange bondage, tattoos, or piercings. I like our kind of weirdness. The things you shouldn’t be doing. I read Nancy Friday’s “My Secret Garden” all about women and their fantasies and there was a short story about a girl in a summer dress and her silly doggie that kept sniffing… that so fascinated me and got me going. Thanks for always being open and honest with us. -GM

  7. Rachael. So happy to get a note from you. I too, on rare occasion find myself looking for some hot doggie and lady action. I saw one vid of a girl putting peanut butter on her ass and letting her dog go crazy licking it off. I’m getting hard just thinking about. When are you going to work some beastiality into your stories? Looking forward to more posts.

  8. I love that I’m not the only one whose tastes in porn are different, can be different, from the norm. I, like most heterosexual males, love to see lesbians, real and “for pay”, do almost anything. I love incest, as I have experience, mother-son, mother-daughter, mother-friend-son.

  9. Crazy. I was just watching some nasty ass girl/dog play on luxure.tv last night. The nastier, the better. For me, as long as the woman is into it, I’m into it. And Rachael, I love you! The words you weave, the feelings you inspire make me so glad I found you and this community! You are wonderful

  10. Rachael, Thanks for sharing your perspective on zoophilia. From the comments I see here, there are many of us that are ‘turned on’ by this topic, including yourself. As an earlier reader said: It would be welcome if you would introduce some ‘puppy love’ in some of your stories. I have this fantasy image of watching a very attractive young woman having all sorts of fun with her beautiful black lab and ultimately, I am invited to join in………Dylan

  11. Thanks for your courage in revealing your latest kink (incest also pretty out there). My psychological porn ranges from women masturbating where they are genuinely unaware of the camera (favourite search ‘hidden masturbation’), through homemade lesbian to some bestial action. In every case, I think it’s the raw horniness of the women that does it for me; they’re just taking pleasure for themselves. I also have little binges on flashing, pegging and shemale videos. I’m also a big fan of your stories (have written a couple myself). I totally agree it’s the psychological element that flicks the switch. Keep up the great work. Will

  12. Rachel great to see you are posting new content! I and my cock love it! I love to watch and get off on beastialitality ! Love watching naughty women sucking and licking horse and dog cock!!

  13. Always enjoy your posts,, cumming in a ladies hair is a huge treat.. as far as beastiality is concerned,, bring it on,, I’m fond of jacking off dogs and horses and have a few lady friends who love it as well… keep the incest going and looking forward to the future

  14. Yes, being human is weird. Porn is weird. It’s all weird. I love Nancy Friday’s work, though. She shows that even normal people can have some weird fantasies. Which means it’s not weird, I guess. I’ve gotten away from the puppy love and horsey times. I’m just paranoid about anything that might be considered illegal (I even worry about Juicy Secrets). But in the early days of the internet, I found some clips that showed people who were into it. One was a woman with her dog, and they did love each other. You could see how turned on she was. That’s the key to all good porn, I think–the people have to be into it. And there are a ton of stories about women letting their dog lick their horny cunts. I would love to see Rachael tackle a hot incest/puppy love story. And yes, so glad Rachael is posting! I check this site every single day!

  15. KwikSylvia the idea of an incest puppy love story made my cock twitch! That would be a hot sexy perverted story to read!

  16. @DMMReader: “Pissing for fun” – I love how you phrased that! I can’t stand even the though of scat porn involving poop, but I will confess to occasionally taking a peek into the pee stuff. Not a fan of pissing in the mouth or the drinking vids, but I do get turned on seeing both men and women peeing, either just for fun or on each other. Not something I’ve tried myself (well, maybe I have BY myself), but not something I’ve been brave enough to suggest to a partner for fear of revealing my deeply freaky side and damaging the relationship. I know, I’m probably hyper-self-concsious about that sort of thing, but I can’t help it. One of these days…

  17. A few days ago, on a whim, I went looking for clips of dicks cumming on eyeballs. Once I’d found one and jacked off to it, I completely and permanently lost interest.

    I’m actually very squeamish about eyes normally, in fact it’s the only part of the body that bothers me in medical dramas.

  18. Posting this as anonymous because I’ve never done this before. I can relate to this post on so many levels! I’m 29 now and I’ve only ever been with my boyfriend, now husband, because we’ve been together forever now. I’ve always been a very vanilla girl when it comes to sex, the only thing that ever got to me was bestiality. My boyfriend introduced me to it when we were still in highschool, and I was shocked that this was a thing!! When he showed me doggy on girl action, I couldn’t help getting wet seeing the dogs pound on the girls like that and make them go weak. The psychological aspect of it, that girls are trying these things out, was just too much for me. I never did anything like that myself of course, because it was too much, but it turned me on so much that I had to try something out. My parents had a dog back then, and only twice in my life did I do this, but I lay down with my legs spread and he came and licked me down there. I’ve never confessed this to anyone other than my husband before.

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