Titty Tanning

Well, I actually did it. I talked a while back about wanting to be more open and casual when it came to nudity around my girls, and I took a big step in that direction today. My stomach is still all fluttery now just thinking about it. I really shouldn’t be this excited about something that should be as mundane and unremarkable as letting my daughters see my tits, but I can’t help it.

I’ve been making a conscious effort to build up to this for a couple months now. Nothing crazy, but I have stopped myself several times from covering up with a robe or t-shirt as I usually would and let my kids see me bopping around the house in my bra. They didn’t seem to even notice, which was basically what I was hoping for. The goal is for this to all appear perfectly normal.

The weather today was bright, sunny and warm. An excellent opportunity to take it to the next stage. When my older daughter got home from school, we all got changed into our bathing suits and went out in the backyard where I set up the sprinkler for them to play in. After jumping around with them for a few minutes, I retired to my lounge chair to get some sun. When I turned over on my tummy, I undid the strings that held my bikini top in place to avoid getting tan lines on my back. Nothing out of the ordinary about that. But then…

After a few minutes with my heart thudding in anticipation, I turned over onto my back again without bothering to tie my top back in place. There I was, lying in the sun in my backyard with my tits out in the open, exposed to the warm sunshine. Damn, it felt good!

The girls went on playing and it hadn’t seemed to have registered with them that Mom was doing something strange. I wasn’t expecting cries of shock and alarm, but I had prepared myself for some sort of reaction. Just when I was beginning to worry about getting sunburned nipples, I heard them fussing about something. There was a disagreement over whose turn it was to do something. I usually let them work these things out between themselves, but I used the opportunity to call them over.

As they approached to plead their cases there was no doubt that they noticed I was topless. Neither of them said anything, but as I mediated their little dispute they both kept looking at my chest. When the matter of whose turn it was had been settled, they ran back into the water and merrily resumed their game.

I was honestly surprised how non-weird and natural it actually felt. I was expecting to be incredibly self-conscious and awkward, but in the moment it was like any other interaction I’d ever had with my kids. I don’t really know how my girls felt about it, but I don’t want to question them about it just yet and risk alerting them that anything is not the way it’s supposed to be. I am very encouraged now to keep going down this path and being as open as is practical around my daughters, and encourage them to feel free to do the same. There is, however, one thing that I’m feeling more than a bit conflicted about.

After what happened this afternoon, I’m insanely horny! Yes, I know I spend a good part of my days in one state of heightened horniness or another, but this is right up there. Nothing about me being topless in front of my girls was at all sexual in nature, but it seems the adrenaline generated by this experience has all gone straight to my pussy. I know I shouldn’t be reacting this way, but I can’t help it. I’m not planning on going out of my way to mention what I did to my husband at this point, but I will be demanding that he give me a complete and thorough fucking tonight!

I really do want to create an environment for my daughters to feel good about their bodies and not be ashamed of nudity as I was taught growing up. Even though it’s not sexual now at their age, I know from experience that it will impact their self-esteem down the road and influence how they feel about themselves in the bedroom when the time comes to be naked in front of a partner. It’s not easy to think about these little angels of mine in terms of helping them become confident in their sexuality, but I do believe it’s a parent’s responsibility to nurture the whole child and not just the parts that are easy or comfortable.

I just hope I’m doing this right and not just screwing them up in a whole different kind of way than I was. Well, either way, at least I’ll have evenly tanned titties! Thanks for listening…

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18 thoughts on “Titty Tanning

  1. It`d great that you`re taking steps towards a more transparent and open environment with your children. Falling back on my own experience – like you, my mother and I didn`t partake in talk that revolved around sex or dealt with it. I think it`s a really good thing for them, and will carry forward as they grow up. If this relationship proceeds – hopefully they`ll see you as a confident, a pillar of trust – to lean on if troubled. I believe that the role of a parent is to appropriately guide or give advice about an aspect of their child`s life. Sex is a very large aspect. Wish you well ~ Claire.

  2. Dear Rachael,

    Thanks for sharing this experience.

    I find totally normal, nudity always goes on with a kind of excitement…

    …and after topless, you know what the next step will be, right…? ;)

    Hot kisses and great orgasms,
    Oscar

  3. Rachael, I think you’re heading in the right direction in teaching your daughters to be proud of their bodies instead of wanting to hide and be afraid of what was given them I know your husband will reap the benefits (lol) …….. as always have fun and By all means BE NAUGHTY

  4. I think what you’re doing is great because there are too many girls out there that aren’t comfortable in their own skin. It’s funny how it’s called self-esteem but it’s controlled by how others view you rather than how you view yourself. Keep going because I believe that you’re on the right track.

  5. This is a perpetual dilemma for me, what is appropriate, what is helping, what will mess their heads up…argh…and what is just my perverted fantasies. I think that showing your boobs should not be a problem, we use to have our boobs out for thousands of years and it didn’t seem to damage kids, but I know my mind starts to think of other nudity opportunities and that is where I start to doubt myself…
    xoxox Pipi

  6. Congratulations on your big step! You’re showing them at an early age to be proud of the body they have and there’s no reason to be ashamed of it :)

  7. Rachael, I think you are going about it in exactly the right way!! I am Japanese as you know and it is normal for us to be nude around our children and I took baths with both my son and daughter ever since they were babies. I wanted them to be comfortable about their bodies and not be embarrassed by something that is natural. I am so happy for you!

    Annie

  8. Ummmm…fantasy is wonderful, but being able to share this with you is something different. Thank you for that gift.

    As a parent, you often have to do things that aren’t ‘natural’ to your own personality for the good of the children. Sometimes these actions have emotional spill over. I would suggest that you experience your excitement as a ‘reward’ for successfully achieving an important benchmark that will lead to their ultimate benefit later in life. Congratulations!

  9. You aren’t alone nor are you doing anything wrong. In fact they are girls so what they see on you they will or do see in themselves.

    As far as getting turned on by it there is nothing wrong with that. I will share a little secret with you. I dated a single mother that had a teenage so. They were a bit closer than most mother and sons; no they were not having sex but she wiped his ass literally and bathed him. One of the times he got hard and cleaned his hardon like it was no big deal. But what she did do after proves you aren’t alone. After she came to the bedroom and sucked and fucked my my brains out and later admitted to what got her so horny. I admit after she told me the story I pushed her head down for another BJ for that got me so hot! So again you are NOT alone.

  10. What you did with your daughters was absolutely the right thing to do. Don’t know why this country has such a hang up about nudity. Must go all the way back to our puritan roots.

    As for getting very horny in the process, I don’t think it had to do with your daughters. I get equally turned on when I lay out nude. I think its the fact that here I am in broad daylight in the middle of my neighborhood doing something so wicked.

  11. Husband & I began our interest in nudism on our honeymoon and just naturally continued at home. We loved the natural & freeing feeling and of course the sexual aspect. And when our children were young it was not an issue for all to be nude around the house. Just so innocent and unashamed. But as they got older we discussed it with them and let them decide whether they wanted to continue. We needed 100% agreement from all three. Surprisingly it was my son (our oldest ) who was getting pangs of modesty. We respected his thoughts & wishes. But in summer it was not unusual for us all to lounge around our yard & pool in varying states of undress. I do think all our kids developed a healthy outlook to both nudity and sex.

  12. I think what you did is fine, although if you had a son it would be different. My mother was and is a bit of an exhibitionist, and while I am not actually attracted to her, some of the things she has done in the past have had a marked effect on my sexuality to this day, even though there was nothing inherently sexual to it.

    It wasn’t just her, though. My grandmother was also very tolerant of nudity when I was young. She is from the era of the Great Depression and when she was young, she and her siblings bathed in a creek together well into their teens (although they did try to segregate themselves by gender somewhat).

    So when I was young and we would visit my grandma, instead of bathing me herself, she would take me out to the swimming pool after dark and watch me bathe while she sat in her swing under the gazebo. When my younger cousin would spend the night, she let us go skinny dipping and either she or my mother or both would watch us then.

    Well, eventually being naked outside in front of my mother and grandmother (among other female relatives), started to really turn me on, even before I hit puberty. Both my cousin and I would get erections while we swam and ran around naked right in front of our moms. My mom never said anything about my erection, but she did love to taunt and tease me about my “shiny white hiney”. To this day, it still excites me when I think about my own mother seeing me naked with a hard-on, yet treating it as though it were completely normal.

  13. Amen to all the comments. I wish we could have been more open to our daughters at their younger ages.

    Americans are so prudish. I loved Europe because they have no problem with nudity.

    Great idea and well written Sexy Rach.

  14. I’m going to be the one here to urge caution with what you are doing.You are in a highly sexual state of being these days; your children are under 10, so what’s the rush? Why not wait to let the situation evolve more naturally, at their timing, rather than yours, as I think this is veering into titilation rather than education, and no child needs to be sexualized so young.

  15. Rachael,
    I applaud what you are trying to do with your daughters, there is nothing sleazy or inappropriate in being nude around your girls, despite the caution advocated by Flower.
    I grew up in an atmosphere where nudity was considered no big deal. It wasn’t a case of anyone flaunting their bodies just an acceptance that we all have pretty much the same body parts give or take a little. In my view, covering up, especially if its accompanied by embarrassment or some kind of hurried or panicked action is definitely harmful as it engenders among the young, the feeling that there is something shameful about one’s body.
    When my mum remarried about 13 years ago, she married a guy who shared her attitude and tho he never flaunted his nudity, he never ever reacted in a panic to being ‘caught’ naked. Some years ago mum and he bought a hot tub and it was the norm that they would spend many hours naked in the tub. I was never forced into joining them like that, particularly as i was going through puberty and was fairly self conscious about the changes in my body. Eventually, all on my own I did join them on the odd occasion naked in the tub and to be perfectly honest i really enjoyed it.
    Nowadays, whenever I visit them I always join my mum in sunbathing naked and just love the freedom it gives me. Yes, I do get turned on sometimes, lying naked next to my mother who is still a fantastically hot looking lady of 50. But that is more to do with my own sexual thoughts rather than anything she has done. I am bisexual, I guess almost verging on being a lesbian so its not too surprising that seeing her naked makes me horny. It would be the same if I was lying next to any other hot looking lady.

  16. great story or article. i loved reading about your nude experience with your daughters. hope you experiment more.

  17. I hope that someday your girls get as turned on seeing you topless as you do showing them your boobs !!

  18. Okay, very good, Rachael. You have completed Step 1, being nude in front of your daughters. Well, in your case, only topless so far, but I’m sure you’ll soon decide to take off the bottom of your bikini too. After all, why not?

    Anyway, Step 2, scratch that itch. When you become aroused while exposing yourself to your daughters and it makes you feel like masturbating, go ahead and do it. Show them that sex with yourself is healthy and natural.

    Step 3 will take things to another level, when you ask your girls to become involved in helping you pleasure yourself, but we won’t get into that now. Take care of the rest first.

    Obviously, I’m only kidding here… or am I…?

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