Cum Lover

I’ve made no secret of the fact that I love cum. What I haven’t done is explain why. Part of the reason for this might be because I never really thought about it – I just knew that I had a fascination with the gooey stuff and couldn’t get enough of it. I’ve been thinking about my love affair with man chowder for the past couple days and here’s what I’ve cum up with…

Going back to the beginning, I was aware fairly early on that babies were a result of the man’s sperm fertilizing the woman’s egg. Ah, yes, the miracle of life. What I didn’t know until Sex Ed class was what exactly sperm was and how it managed to get to the egg. Once I absorbed the concept that the sperm came out of the man’s penis, I was hooked. The idea that boys could pee and ejaculate with the same tool really captured my imagination. Of course, that’s all it was at that time – imagination.

It wasn’t until I gave my first boyfriend a handjob out in the open that I fully understood the full scope of it all. He’d cum in his pants once when we were dry humping, but to me it was nothing more than a wet spot in his jeans. Actually seeing jizz shooting out of his cock blew my naïve, virgin mind! For some reason, I’d envisioned a teeny-tiny bit trickling out – a little like a runny nose sort of situation. I literally screamed when ropes of white cock cream jetted out of his dick and shot everywhere. I became a devoted fan of the stuff ever since that moment.

It wasn’t until my second high school boyfriend that I tasted the stuff. I’d discovered the magical world of blowjobs by then, but I’d always finish off my beau by hand. As much as I loved the jism, I wasn’t onboard with taking a load in my mouth. First, the idea of it scared me a little. I knew you technically weren’t supposed to be able to get pregnant from swallowing sperm, but how could you really know for sure? Second, I had it in my head that only really skanky sluts let guys cum in their mouth. I might have been right about that one, but what I didn’t know is that the skanky sluts were having way more fun than I was at the time. And, I’m ashamed to say, I still thought the idea of something going into my mouth that came out of a guy’s penis was kind of gross. Hey, I was a stupid 16-year-old girl, what did I know?

With all this in mind, I’m sure you can understand why I was so upset with my boyfriend when he purposely didn’t warn me that afternoon in the woods behind the school and blasted a fat load in my mouth by surprise. I choked half of it down, spit the rest out, and was rip-shit pissed at him for doing that to me. In one thoughtless moment he turned me from an almost good girl into a skanky slut without my permission! I had made my mind up to break up with him and never speak to the bastard again. I couldn’t stop thinking about it that night while I was trying to fall asleep. I remembered the way his cock swelled just before he came. I thought about the sensation of the warm spurts filling my mouth. I could still almost taste that unique flavor that suddenly filled my mouth. I found it disgusting at the time, but maybe it wasn’t as bad as I’d first thought. It had happened so fast…maybe I didn’t hate it as much as I expected I would. Maybe I might have even liked it a little. There was only one way to know for sure – I’d have to try it again.

So, I was pretty much swallowing his load every time we got together after that. From devoted fan, I slowly evolved into a discerning connoisseur. Granted, I wasn’t popular enough to be able to sample a wide variety of different vintages, but I savored the one brand I had easy access to. I loved having cum in my mouth, but it wasn’t so much for the flavor itself. If Ben & Jerry’s came out with a cum-flavored ice cream called Spunky Monkey, I wouldn’t be rushing out to the store to stock up. What really got me off about it was the same thing that used to gross me out. I had something in my mouth that came out of a dirty boy cock! That idea was so filthy-sexy to me that it turned me on like nothing else. The skanks really had it figured out.

I guess these early positive experiences with baby-batter provided a solid foundation for my love of cum, but there’s more to it than that. There’s the sensual physicality of the stuff, and there’s the nasty joy of where it comes from, but there’s also a certain symbolic power to sperm-laced semen that enthralls me. When a woman orgasms, there’s no overtly definitive evidence of it. Yes, there can be some flushing of the skin, tell-tale internal convulsions, and perhaps some moaning and groaning, but it’s nothing like the male ejaculation.* It’s this explosive projection of the male orgasm out into the external world that makes such an impression on me. More than envying the penis for its phallic prowess, I covet the cumshot like nothing else.

Not only is ejaculation a physical manifestation of the male orgasm, but it can also serve as an animalistic marking of one’s territory. When you cum on my face, you’re telling the world you own me. When you pump a load into my cunt, you’re planting a flag of dominance. Even when you blow a wad all over your own chest and stomach, it’s a celebration of your cock and of yourself as a man. You guys probably cum so much that this might seem like this is a bit of an overstatement, but I believe it to be essentially true. There’s a primal power being unleashed every time a man forcefully propels his seed out into the world, and I for one am in awe of the potency of this act every time I am privileged enough to witness it.

I honestly believe that cum is a wondrous gift. I love watching it shoot (or ooze) out of a nice, hard cock. I adore feeling it spurting onto my tongue. I like the taste, the texture, and feel of it. I get a kick out of swallowing it. I don’t mind at all if he wants to cum on my face, and I’m cool if some gets in my hair (but not in my eyes). It feels great spraying on my belly, back or butt. Nothing is better than when I hold my pussy lips open and he squirts a hot load all up and down my cunt. It’s a true pleasure to feel a man cum inside me, pumping his vital essence deep in my guts.

I’m entranced by the pearly translucence of semen. I love how slimy and slippery it is (I get annoyed when people describe cum as sticky – it’s biologically designed as a lubricant, not a glue!). I enjoy smearing it over my nipples and rubbing it on my skin. I like when it dries and turns into a crust that I find in my pubic hair the next morning. It’s a treat to lick that last little drop from the tip of his cock. And let’s not forget the smell. There’s nothing else like it, and that unique aroma triggers every sex response there is in my brain and body. If they made a cologne that smelled like fresh sperm, I’d be hard pressed to control myself around any man wearing it (weird, maybe, but true). As Homer S. would say, “Mmmmm, cum.”

Well, once again I’ve got myself all worked up into a froth while writing this post. I’m here in my dining room all alone without a handy cock to milk for that delectable ambrosia. I guess I’ll just have to wait for hubby to get home from work (I won’t be able to wait till after the girls are in bed – I’m going to have to drag him straight into the bathroom, lock the door, and suck him off as quick as I can!). Hmmm, maybe I would run to the store if I could get some B&J’s Spunky Monkey, after all.

In the meantime, tell me what’s your favorite thing to do with cum (yours or someone else’s)?

* And, yes, I’m well aware that women can “ejaculate” in their own fashion, but there are distinct biological differences that render the female version a pale comparison to the real thing.

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11 thoughts on “Cum Lover

  1. I love and I mean I love cumming in a woman’s mouth as she is swallowing. At first it was a mental stimulation till I experienced it with my exwife. It causes an intense sensation on the head of my cock that it takes effort to maintain control. The downside for having two pee holes cum very rarely shoots out; it usually drools out of the 2nd hole.

  2. I am so drawn to your blog. It is a bright ray of sunshine on a rainy winter day. I find your stories amazing. Your daily updates and thoughts are truly enlightening. I follow you on Twitter and find your tweets so refreshing and honest! I haven’t any idea what the average demographics are for your followers but will assume at 50, I’m older than the average. Your description of your passion for cum is very interesting. You asked about our cum desires. I don’t know when but probably around 35, I decided that I want to give it a try. At first, it was only the pre-cum and just barely a touch with my finger to my mouth. When I discovered the warmth and enjoyable texture of it, I started in earnest to devour every possible drop while masturbating. Some days, I will delay cumming so I can have more and more. The next progression was to try cum. Again, it was a slow go at it. Fingertips to mouth.. I found the texture very similar but the taste was quite different. During this period, there was no way I was going to cum in my hand and eat it. But I was convinced that I wanted to eat my cum. Odd? Probably but you did ask. Well, I had to find a solution. I figured if it was simply shot into my mouth, I wouldn’t have a chance to talk myself out of it. I decided to save up my cum for a few weeks. That is never a fun process but rewarding in the end. I had the house to myself and decided to go for broke. I arranged the pillows by the head board so that when I laid down on them, my penis was directly over my face. Neither flexible or long enough to self-suck, this seemed like the best chance to shoot my load in my mouth. I started slow and savored the pre-cum. Since it had been a few weeks, I was ready to blow. Well long and short if it, I was very accurate with that first undertaking and had a sizeable amount of cum in my mouth. I was in no physical position to do anything but swallow. I found it enjoyable! Taste was great. Since then, I have eaten my cum many times. I enjoy licking it off my wife’s body. I enjoy spreading her pussy lips and have the combined liquid ooze onto my tongue and into my mouth. There is no better love cocktail than the combination of her pussy juice and my cum! I have long gotten past the concern of eating cum from my hand. When I masturbate in the shower, I always shoot in my hand and enjoy the sensation of it in my mouth.

    Hope this wasn’t too forward. I absolutely love reading your blog! Thank you for sharing a little bit of you with your devoted followers.

  3. Rachael, I love your blog. That a nice pic of a girl with cum on her face. It reminds me of my first girlfriend.

  4. One of my favorite images is of a lady, mouth open and her tongue out, with the head of a hard cock at the tip of her tongue coating her tongue with cum.
    If that was my cock I would kiss her deeply and share what might be left in her mouth.
    I like Steve’s comments. I’m in my 50’s and have had very much the same experience in working my way towards tasting my own. The only differences is that I was in my early 20’s when I started my enjoyment of my pre-cum and, when I got into position on my back I found that I could actually get my cock into my mouth.
    I’ve lost any fear of my own cum and taste it often. I think every guy should try it and get over any fear of it. I’d be willing to bet that if they kissed their lady deeply after cumming in her mouth their lady would be quite turned on.

  5. I do like to cum in the mouth of my fiancée. I have to agree with you Rachel. There is just something primal about it. As a man you feel you are very much in charge and when the woman you are with loves to swallow and taste cum, it just makes the experience much more intense. Also over time I have enjoyed frenching her afterwards. It’s kinda a taboo for many men and that goes for me too. But if she can swallow and can damn well give her the deep kiss she deserves… and it also feels both wrong and good at the same time ;)

    It never gave me anything personal to ejaculate on a woman’s ass or tits, but in my younger days i loved to cum over the face of younger woman i was having sex with.

  6. Alas, as infrequently as the Mrs. will allow a little suck, the instant she tastes a bit of anything, she spits willy out like a fish tasting the hook instead of bait. More power to ya Rachael!

  7. I prefer to cum in her hand or her tits but my girlfriend is the one who decides if I cum in her mouth. She’ll suck with the best of ’em but cum is a different matter. I do like to watch her lick the mess and the messier it is the better I feel. She seems to like being treated like a cum-rag at times!

  8. I have actually learned to control my ejaculations enough that I will usually bring myself right up to the edge of an orgasm and push myself just enough to shoot one time and then stop. Then I use my own cum as lube to finish myself off. It really is the best lube there is, although I have to disagree with you about the sticky part. Semen does get quite sticky when if you agitate it long enough. There have been several times where my fingers would get stuck to my own cock if I left them there to long!

    As far as tasting it, I’ve done it several times, but I have to be really worked up – usually after watching tranny porn and imagining I’m sucking one off. I’m not, however, into creampies or snowballing.

  9. You read my mind before you posted this, didn’t you?! So well written, so on point (although, I don’t like it in my hair). Thank you for posting this.

  10. Your storys are so hot Rachel!!! I do enjoy eating my cum from time to time. I like to eat it out of my wife’s hot pussy. Was watching a classic porn yesterday & Oral Annie gives one of the hottest blowouts I have seen. She dose something’s with her mouth that has to feel awsome. XXOO

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