More Dirty Daughters

As hesitant as I was to write honestly here about my girls and sex, I’m glad that I did. Based on the wonderful responses I’ve gotten so far, this topic has struck a chord with many of you and I’ve received a lot of heartfelt feedback both through comments on the post and directly to my e-mail. I appreciate all the great advice and I’m fortunate to have a community I can turn to for honest and informed perspectives on a subject that I’d never be able to discuss as explicitly with friends or family.

I truly did take something valuable from each comment, but one I’d like to single out is the note from Abby. She articulated something that I was feeling but hadn’t been able to crystalize into words. What I want above all else with my girls in terms of my relationship with them when it comes to sex is emotional rather than physical intimacy. I want them to be able to talk to me about anything and everything. I’d love for my daughters to feel confident that they can discuss their sex lives with me and not have any fear of being judged or criticized. To put it in the kind of crude manner we all enjoy here, I’d be thrilled if my oldest came home from a date and was all excited to tell me how she had just sucked cock for the first time, or be able to have an informed debate with me on the merits of getting fucked doggy style versus reverse cowgirl. It would be a unique treat to hear from my youngest how she experimented with her friend at the sleep over by fingering each other under the covers.

Yes, I would love for there to be a level of comfort where we can be nude around each other – speaking of which, I think I’m going to have to get my husband to install a pool in the backyard to give me an excuse to sunbathe naked with my daughters – but if I had to choose between that kind of physical intimacy and a deeper emotional intimacy, I’d definitely opt for the latter. Don’t get me wrong, I still think it would be the ultimate to get to a place where we were secure and close enough to be able to openly masturbate in front of each other at some point, but I’m not banking on it.

The other question I got was about something I hadn’t addressed. What would I do if I discovered the two of them naked and fooling around together? I thought about this and played out a few different scenarios in my head, and I came to the conclusion that I believe I would be fine with it. I would probably be somewhat distressed if they were brother and sister and I caught them fucking (mainly because of the pregnancy risk), but the idea of walking in on my girls and finding my little one eating her big sister’s pussy doesn’t provoke any sort of negative reaction for me. Of course, this is all hypothetical, and who knows how I’d react if it really happened, but I certainly wouldn’t make them feel bad for what they were doing or try to stop them from continuing to explore and enjoy each other’s body.

For some reason, whenever I picture the two of them together in this way, my daughters are always in the 69-position and really going at it when I walk in. They’re shocked at first, but when they see it’s only Mom, they smile, their cheeks wet with pussy juice, and go back to what they were doing. In reality, I would probably back out of the room and let them have their fun in private, but in my fantasy I strip down and watch them pleasure each other while I play with my clit and offer the occasional suggestion to enhance their adolescent lovemaking. When I see the look of sublime happiness come across their faces as they orgasm, it would impossible for me not to make myself cum along with them.

Oh, what a bad, bad Mommy you let me be!

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19 thoughts on “More Dirty Daughters

  1. such naughty thoughts from you :)! P.S. love the 2 sets of pictures from your 2 posts on this subject. Drew

  2. Bad Mommy? Your ethical values might be suspect based on the rules that have been contrived by hundreds of years of fucked up humanity, but from this and your other posts, your moral standing is the highest in my opinion. Your children are very lucky, they will learn passion and compassion from you. More power to you.

  3. You are such a great mommy. You get my cock so hard every time I read your stories. I just can’t help myself and I grab my cock and think of you and now I’ll be thinking of you and your daughters.

  4. Rachael.
    Coming back to what you said about catching your daughters 69ing. My experience wasn’t as extreme as this, but my mum did walk in on me as I was masturbating a year or so ago. When I saw her stood there, mouth open I was certain she was going to be horrified.
    Instead, her face broke into a huge grin and she said, “oops sorry, Jay. I should have knocked louder. I need your laundry when you’ve finished.” She then turned around and closed the door behind her. Amazingly, it didn’t even put me off my stroke and i had a lovely orgasm.
    After I’d ‘finished what I was doing’. I took my laundry downstairs to her, expecting some kind of rebuke. But instead she just said, as i stood red-faced in front of her.
    “There’s no need to be embarassed love, we all do it you know. Even your old mum does it. Just be a bit more careful and make sure you shut your door properly, especially if Carl’s about.” (Carl’s my stepdad)

    I think she handled the situation really sympathetically and i know for certain i will be equally open with my kids, when i have them. Subsequently, having thought about it. The situation has figured prominently in some of my masturbation fantasies, except I inevitably take it further and have her join me. Yeah I know, pervy. But hey, all’s fair in love and fantasies.
    Jay xx

  5. You always pick the perfect picture to help with the story. I believe the best way of going about it will be when you give them the talk. That’s the perfect opportunity to speak openly and everything no topic being off limits. Also it helps if you say in shape the better you’re body looks the more they’ll be able to see you as a sexual being. Last thing, try to be with a woman because the more knowledge you have about sex the more they will come to you and maybe even ask you to show them how to do things.

  6. Your post are always so good Racheal !!! Really look forward to checking in on your blog post I usually try to have a wash cloth handy haha. Thank you for all the time you put into keeping this going. You bad mommy. John XX

  7. Oh Rachael,
    The way you articulate things speaks to me deep down. I love your posts, and you know my secrets :-)
    Phillipa xox

  8. Our mother caught my two sisters enjoying each other. They thought she would really yell, but instead she sat with them and talk to them letting both girls know that is it normal for young girls to explore and that se and her sister did that same thing when they were young. She even gave them some “tutoring” on how to enjoy each other even more. After all she knew she couldn’t stop them from wanting each other once the dirty deed was done and enjoyed. It brought them all closer. By the way she knew from the fact that one bed was always neat and the other a mess each morning that something was up. P. S. that is one hot sexy picture. Ohhhhh. I showed it to my sisters.

  9. I luckily found your blog via a link at Juicy Secrets and I’m so happy I did. I have 2 daughters and 2 grand-daughters. It is challenging to address the issue of nudity and to some degree open sexuality in the home. If I had a “do over” with my kids I think I’d be more open to nudity from a very young age. In retrospect I think it would have been wonderful for them to have continued to be as comfortable being nude around my wife and I at 16 as they were at 3. Even though I had no objection to them seeing me nude and in fact hoped they would…we conformed to the norms of the day and we all covered up. Now I have grand daughters who are just a little older than your girls and I must admit I so enjoy seeing them nude. No I have never touched them and never would but just as you do I have fantasies about them as well. I would like to see them kiss, masturbate, eat each other some day..as I watch and enjoy them. I love bad mommies like you who are willing to admit to these fantasies…just like us bad grandpas.

  10. Oh Rachael what a beautifully bad mommy. I don’t think I’ve ever a more erotic photo then the 2 daughters 69 each other wet pussies. I can’t leave my throbbing cock alone looking at those 2 pictures.

  11. I am SO glad that a friend told me about your site. It’s wonderful to see a female, sex-positive, thoughtful voice.

  12. Darling:
    I suppose that imagery and fantasy may be more common than not. Most women I guess may have that fantasy even if they refuse to explore it and want their daughter /s to be open and honest with them. I’ve heard often we are all lesbian given the chance but most refuse to allow themselves to experience that life. I know there are more bi women that lesbians. As a life entirely lesbian I at times admire bi women for allowing themselves the pleasure to accept all sex and embrace themselves without reserve. This fantasy musing I truly enjoyed and thanks for sharing

    Minnona

  13. I think you’re absolutely right when you say this is really about wanting the emotional intimacy. I felt that lack when I was growing up and I think wanting to be able to be nude around my family was a part of that and also a part of being nude with my own family now. That’s much more important than any physical attraction; just that everyone is comfortable with each other.

  14. Rachael,

    Your discussion about your children was excellent. You dealt with a serious and tricky subject, and you handled it well.

    Your unusually open and honest personality combined with a very strong intelligence plus superlative perception makes you into a one-woman sexual sociologist.

    Incest doesn’t seem fundamentally immoral if it is the caring relationship and training and loving interaction between family members. In my view, the “landmine” that can explode occurs when incest is forced/coerced, especially between immature children and the naturally more powerful parents.

    Bonobos, another primate group, hump each other without distinction. Too bad humans didn’t go down that road. But my point is that incest is not fundamentally abuse if not done by force or physically or emotionally premature. I believe that Margaret Meade mentioned at least one society in which the grandparents had the job of instructing the grandchildren by interaction.

    Your idea that it could work to begin discussing at appropriate levels of instruction early makes sense. Nudity at an early ages could seem normal to young children and could continue so even if reduced by social norms as they grew.

    Your thoughts about your future as a parent with your daughters seemed reasonable. Your elaboration about some of your own fantasies reflected some eroticism, but even more got their power from your amazing openness, honesty, and perception.

    You should be mandatory reading for all 20-year-olds who need to consider these things you write about.

    Your unrestrained appreciation and delight in things sexual is itself a major turn on. That is where your incomparable perceptivity comes into play. You “see” accurately into human nature and individual inclinations, and then you explain/describe it so well in your writings.

    As a friend of mine from Eritrea says, “I’m glad you were born.”

    Lance

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