O Brother

I began fantasizing about my brother when I was 16 years old. I didn’t really understand it as incestuous at the time, but more that he was a good looking guy, I was a horny girl, and I was naturally attracted to him. Sure, we’d had our normal sibling fights, but as we got older he was obviously looking out for me. Knowing that my big brother cared enough about me to act as my protector was a major component in what turned me on when I thought about him.

Several people have asked me if I would fuck my brother now. I was way too shy and insecure to let on that I was sexually attracted to him when I was a teen, but what about now that I’m a slightly less shy, experienced woman? The short answer is: No. I have no intention of coming on to my brother, nor would I sleep with him if he showed interest in me now. As the boring, conservative housewife that I am, I would not jeopardize his marriage, or mine, to satisfy my juvenile lust. He has a wife, who I am good friends with, and a son, who I adore. I would never do anything that might compromise his marriage or disrupt my nephew’s happiness.

Even if he was single, I have my own husband and family to consider. As much as I’d love to know what it feels like to wrap my legs around my brother as he fills me with his cock, I wouldn’t be willing to trade my current life for that fleeting perverse joy.

Now, if neither of us were married, that would be a different story all together. Absent all the immediate complications of spouses and children, I would probably fuck my brother in a heartbeat. Yes, the rest of my family would disown us if they ever found out, but I’d be willing to take that risk to realize this twisted fantasy of mine. I have a strong sense that my brother would be an excellent lover, and it would only be made better by the illicit nature of our forbidden union.  If I had to answer this question three months ago, I would have likely given a different answer.  Since I’ve been able to open up about my long hidden incestuous desires through my writing and my blog, I’ve given myself permission to indulge in these fantasies without as much guilt, and gone so far as to consider the possibility (however remote) that I could (in the right circumstances) actually bring myself to act on them.

As I’ve mentioned, I still fantasize about my brother to this day. When I do, we’re both still in our teens. Perhaps I’m afraid that if I think about us getting together as we are now that it will be that much more likely to actually happen. I’d like to think that he’s sensible enough that he wouldn’t let something like that happen, but who knows what the future may bring…

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2 thoughts on “O Brother

  1. mmmm arousing scene dear Rachael…

    very exiting and one of the best candidates to include in the fantasy list… ;)

    Thanks for sharing it with us…

    And now the mandatory question… did you get any flash of him naked? how big is he down there? ;)

    Best regards

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