Weird Things Turn Me On

I’m probably not the only one who’s like this, but there are certain things that make my lady parts tingle in that special way, and they aren’t always overtly sexual in nature.  For example, one thing that gives me that funny feeling down there is when a guy (with a decent body) takes his t-shirt off by reaching up behind his head and pulling it off.  I don’t know why this seemingly simple act turns me on, but it gets me every time.  Maybe it’s similar to how men get revved up seeing a woman take her hair down and shake it out in slow motion.  Another weird one for me is seeing military guys coming out of helicopters on ropes in the heat of the action.  Again, no idea why, but it makes my nipples get hard whenever I see it.  Weird.

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My Husband is a Dildo

I did something this past weekend with hubby in bed that I hadn’t ever really done before.  He was sucking my tits while I teased my pussy.  When I got good and juicy (which didn’t take long), he climbed on top of me.  I grabbed his dick and rubbed it around down there to get his cockhead lubed up like I often do, but this time I just kept going.  Once I got the tip of his penis wet, I stroked it against my clit a few times.  It felt so good that I didn’t stop.  I ended up basically masturbating to orgasm using my husband’s cock like a sex toy.  I loved it!  And apparently so did he.  As soon as I came, he rammed himself into my pussy, pumped three or four times and emptied his load inside me.  I’m definitely adding this little move to my sexual repertoire.

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What the Hell Am I Doing?

Fucked if I know!

As everyone coming here from Lush Stories knows, the incest fantasy category was eliminated with extreme prejudice. The main reason I had joined the site in the first place was to share my highly indecent fantasies about my family and to explore other perversions that I could never experience in real life. Just when I was starting to get comfortable, they ripped the rug out from under me.

Hey, it’s their site, their rules. But what really upsets me is the way they went about it. The decision came out of nowhere, was executed virtually without warning, and was done in such a manner as to cast those of us who wrote for and enjoyed reading the incest category as despicable scum that they couldn’t wait to scrape off the bottom of their shoes. The insult was driven home by the sanctimonious attitude of the mods when questioned about this change, and the imperial stance of the owner on the topic – going so far as shutting down all community discussion of the move to summarily eliminate THE most popular story category on the site.

The Lords of Lush basically told us writers we could either shut up, stop bitching, and get to work writing for the other categories, or get the fuck out. A lot of readers asked me to stay at Lush and write stories in the remaining “morally acceptable” genres. I hate to disappoint my small (but growing) group of pervy friends, but I just can’t bring myself to do it. I feel very disrespected by Lush, as a writer and as a reader, and I don’t want to contribute free content to a for-profit business where they obviously find my sexual fantasies to be contemptibly odious.

So, where does that leave me? Looking for a new place to publish. A taller task than I had expected it to be. I’ve combed the interwebs and have yet to find just the right fit for me. Literotica is the next best option, but their 18 year old age limit on characters precludes me publishing any of the stories I’ve written so far. I could bump the ages of my characters up, but that would totally ruin the intended mood of the stories and come across as ridiculous for a bunch of 18 to 20 year olds running around discovering their sexuality for the first time. I looked at xnxx, storiesonline, xhamster and velvet9, but was put off by those for one reason or another. A few folks suggested some good story archive sites, but those felt a little too much like tossing your work out into the void – I’m not really into the social networking thing, but I would like there to be a community that interacts with the stories/authors through things like public comments, votes and PMs.

In the meantime, I decided to attempt to create this blog as a place for those Lush members who didn’t get a chance to read all of my stories to check them out. Although I’ve been distracted and upset about all this over the past week, I’ve still managed to do some nasty writing (check out the first chapter of My Daughter’s Dildo). It looks like I’ll be posting my new stories here until I decide what to do about publishing at a commercial site. Also, I was surprised by the number of people who told me how much they enjoyed and followed my silly little daily posts at Lush. I will try to continue the tradition here since that is what a blog is supposed to be for in the first place.

You’ll have to be patient with me as far as this site goes. I’m fairly capable when it comes to computers, but this is a bit beyond my technical experience. It’s taken a lot of trial and error for me to make it this far, but I think I’m starting to get a hang of it. I might be playing around with different blog themes, and there will likely be other changes as I figure out how everything works. If you see anything that is broken or could be better, please let me know.

Finally, I have to send out a huge hug to all of you who have supported and encouraged me these past couple months. It was a scary prospect for me to poke my head out of my shell and expose my deepest and dirtiest secrets for all to see. I know I’m hidden behind the sheltering veil of the internet, but putting your private thoughts out there to be examined and commented on puts you in a vulnerable place, even if no one knows who you really are. Thank you for all your love and kindness (and, of course, for all of your cum).

Hugz,
Rachael (a.k.a. DirtyMindedMom)

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