Spying on Sis

An experience shared by Kemal:

Hello Rachael,

I’ve been visiting your blog for almost a year now and I must say that I am hooked on it. I admire your courage to share your fantasies. It made me think that I should do that, too. So, yes, I decided to write to you and share my real story and fantasy…although, it feels weird.

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Everything started right after I graduated from high school. I was hyper-sexual, just like any 18-year-old boy, masturbating every day and surfing porn. Somehow, I started viewing incest porn and reading incest stories – which I’m now addicted to. Seeing all this made me think of my older sister in ways I never did before. She was 25 years old, and we lived together with my parents – just like any typical Middle-Eastern family. My sister and I had a great relationship, and we were always very close.

I started dreaming about her in a new way, and began fantasizing about fucking her chubby body. She is a bit fat, but I love it. I guess that wasn’t enough for me, so I started to go to her bathroom and sniff her used panties, and even licking them sometimes. This was very exciting at first, but after a while t wasn’t enough for me either. That’s when I got the idea of spying on her in the shower by using the small window that’s between her bathroom and the laundry room.

I put my phone up there before she would go to the shower. I was able to get a video of her, and that was the first time I was able to see her huge boobs naked. They were sweaty, and she was touching them. It was amazing, but that’s all I could see because the window was up high and I couldn’t get a better angle. That night I masturbated like four times. I woke up in the morning feeling guilty, so I deleted the video (after jerking off to it one last time).

A week later, I started thinking of her again and I wanted to see her ass, just like I saw her boobs. That’s when I got the most stupid idea in the world. I placed the phone inside her bathroom just behind the shampoo bottle. She spotted it the moment she went into the bathroom. I don’t know what I was thinking. My sister came straight into my room asking me what my phone was doing in her bathroom!

I was scared. I told her I forgot it there, and I took the phone and quickly went outside. I’m sure she didn’t believe me. From that day on I stopped spying. I just sniffed her clothes, and that was it.

Not long after, I traveled abroad to study. It has been three years now since I left and I haven’t seen my family during this time. Luckily, I still have a great relationship with my sister. We chat almost daily, and I even send her sexual jokes. She laughs and its okay with her. She is still in mind. I always think of her sexy body. I miss her a lot.

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This is my story. What do you think I should do, Rachael?

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Rachael’s Response

First off, thank you so much for sharing your story with us all. I completely understand your attraction to your sister and your burning (and mind-corrupting) desire to see her naked. I don’t think a day went by when I was a teenager that I didn’t hope to catch my brother naked with a hard-on every time I turned a corner at our house. I would have even settled for stumbling on my dad with an exposed boner. But, I’m not sure I’m the right person to ask about what you should do.

Obviously, your experience highlights the dangers and stresses of being sexually attracted to a family member. In the porn movies and stories it’s easy because everyone is into having kinky sex with family members, so there’s no risk and no consequences. Not so easy in real life. As you said, you have a good relationship with your sister, and it could easily turn into something at the very least awkward, and at the worst estrangement and resentment. There’s no easy way for you to turn your fantasy of fucking your sister’s chubby cunny into reality without the prospect of her rejecting you and spoiling things between the two of you (or worse if she tells the rest of the family about your heartfelt desire for her juicy ass and pussy).

The best I can offer is to recommend you continue chatting with your sister and slipping in the occasional dirty joke here and there. As long as she is responding positively you’ll know you probably haven’t crossed the line with her. Above all, you need to keep her trust. If you’re feeling brave, perhaps you can have a conversation with her about when she found your phone. Tell her there’s something you always felt guilty about and confess that you lied about “forgetting your phone in her bathroom.” Admit that you were a stupid, horny boy and were desperate to see a naked woman. It just so happened that she was the sexiest girl you knew at the time, and so you did a dumb thing by trying to spy on her. Apologize (as sincerely as you can), and tell her how embarrassed you are that you did that. As you said, she probably already knows that you were lying, but she may appreciate you coming clean and telling her the truth. If it goes well, she may even be flattered (I know I would be thrilled if my brother confessed that he tried to spy on me in the shower – but maybe I’m weird like that).

Perhaps, if you’re honest with her, she will be willing to forgive you, and maybe even this will open up new channels of communication between the two of you. If this happens, I would recommend one of my fall-back bits of advice and suggest that you ask her for advice regarding a sexual situation in your life. Something like…there’s a girl you like, but you’re worried about what will happen if she wants to have sex – you’re afraid you won’t be able to last very long and that you will finish before you’re able to give her an orgasm. See if your sister has any advice for you about this very personal subject. This will at least get her thinking about you in a sexual way, and also show that you’re thinking about something more than just your own pleasure. It’s unlikely to lead to her tearing off her clothes the next time she sees you and begging for you to pound your cock into her fat, horny cunt, but it may start a more intimate dialogue between you two that goes beyond naughty jokes.

Good luck, and just be sure that whatever you decide, let it come from a place of love.

Hugz,
Rachael

(And, in the meantime, see if you can recover that video you deleted!)

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Anyone else have any thoughts for our horny friend…?

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