Photophobia

Surprisingly (to me), the consensus appears to be that I should definitely stick to writing incest stories.  It is true that this genre holds the most appeal to me (followed closely by masturbation and voyeurism/exhibitionism stories), and so it makes sense that I continue to play in this category.  I was thinking, however, that there could be an interesting middle ground.  In order to satisfy my curiosity about other fetishes, I was thinking that perhaps I could try the occasional hybrid story where I combine incest with another kink.  For example, a wife cuckolds her husband by sleeping with her brother, a son comes home to find his parents having a swingers’ party in the middle of the living room, or a dominatrix daughter turns her father into her sex slave.  This way I would have a good excuse to research new kinks and still write about the taboo family fetishes that get me off so well.  Thoughts?

On a completely different note, there’s something I want to address, despite the fact that it probably won’t reduce the “problem.”  Not that this will come as a shock, but I get several requests each day for pictures of me, or, at the very least, questions about whether or not a pic on my blog is of me.  I decided before I began playing online that I could only share my fantasies and porn stories if I remained as anonymous as possible.  As part of this, I determined that I couldn’t risk sharing pictures of any kind.  No nudes, no nudes that don’t show my face, no clothed, no clothed with my face blurred, no pics of my underwear or sex toys or even my stupid cat.  I elected to keep to this rule both for the web in general and for individuals.  I have various reasons for doing this, all of which you can probably guess.

First, I can’t risk being recognized by anyone who knows me.  Being identified with my online secret identity would pose huge issues for me and could very well cause irrevocable problems within my family.  I know the chance of this occurring is remote, but for all I know my dad, my next door neighbor, and the woman who wants to steal my husband all read this blog, Lush, or the other sites that I post on.  Even with my face covered, there will always be distinguishing features and marks that could give me away.  Plus, I’m no super techie, but I do know that there are ways to find information in image files that I couldn’t be bothered spending the time to try to remove.

No matter how much I trust someone, I won’t send them pics regardless of promises not to share them.  There are millions of pics and videos on the web that are there because men promised they would erase the pics/vids and a woman believed them.  I will admit that I’m happy about this because I love seeing things that I wasn’t meant to see, but I don’t want to become yet one more float in that parade.  I know I recently Twitted about my wanting to be an exhibitionist, but I also mentioned that I wasn’t actually brave enough to do anything about this fantasy.  I was also referring more to exposing myself to, or being watched by, a stranger.  Sending someone an e-mail with a naked pic doesn’t hold the same allure for me, nor would it turn me on in the least.

I have to admit that I’m a bit baffled by the demand for pics of me.  There are trillions, if not zillions, of pictures and videos of women on the interwebs showing off every conceivable part of their bodies and doing all manner of depraved sex acts.  And most of them are much hotter than I am!  Showing everyone my pussy would be nothing but a big anti-climax (pun intended).  It’s just a plain ol’ pussy that’s survived two kids and doesn’t do any special tricks.  My tits are just tits, and my butt is cute but instantly forgettable.  Don’t get me wrong, I love my body, but I can assure you that seeing it won’t enhance your enjoyment of my stories any!

I know it’s not much of a consolation, but I did cum across a video a few weeks ago that features a woman whose body is an almost perfect match to mine.  Her face is even similar enough that people would assume we were sisters if they saw us together.  The one thing that definitely isn’t the same is our hair – mine is a little shorter and much better than hers!  The other difference is that I haven’t fucked a rubber dong on my dining room table (yet).  You can find the video HERE.

I’m sorry that I can’t be more forthcoming with pictures, but hopefully my willingness to expose myself to you through this blog and my stories will be enough to keep you sufficiently stimulated. 

Thanks for understanding,
-Rachael

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20 thoughts on “Photophobia

  1. Rachel, I definitely think you should do the occasional hybrid. I wrote a story one time of a southern white woman who was taken by her father’s black friend. Unbeknown to her…at first…her father came home and saw it happening. He then joined in. This story satisfied two fantasies for my friend…interracial play and doing her father. Not to brag but according to her, she was soaked by the time the black man entered her, let alone when her father took her.

    As for not posting your pics, I get that. It’s a dangerous chance to take with no real benefit. The fact that you’ve posted this video with a girl that you say could be your sister gives me enough to go on when I think of taking you in the middle of reading one of your stories. I must say this though…if your butt looks like hers, then no, it is NOT instantly forgettable. It is eminently fuckable.

  2. What a great vid!! Thank you. She is beautiful and super hot, and so are you by admitting you look alike!!

  3. “In order to satisfy my curiosity about other fetishes, I was thinking that perhaps I could try the occasional hybrid story where I combine incest with another kink.”

    For what it’s worth, my vote is YES, YES, YES! to that. There’s no reason why characters in incest stories should restrict themselves to otherwise conventional sex. In fact, the opposite seems highly likely to be true: people who are adventurous enough to try incest will probably be sexually adventurous in other ways as well.

    In addition, one of the central attractions of your blog is the insights it gives us, your readers, into what excites you and gets you off. You mentioned an interest in exhibitionism. All writers of fiction are exhibitionists in a sense: it’s impossible to write a story without revealing something of oneself. Here, you are the exhibitionist; we are your voyeurs. Of course it would be nice to get a look at your body too, but your reasons for not releasing photographs are entirely understandable. What you are revealing here, in great depth, is your mind. And that’s what excites me so much.

    So even more revelations, please: the kinkier the better, then kinky squared. I for one am happy to follow the story wherever your erotic curiosity takes you. Please keep on ‘flashing’ us glimpses of your delectably dirty mind.

  4. @Hot Joe: I’ve only recently gotten into anal as a direct result of becoming a porn writer (much to my husband’s delight). I take in the ass about once or twice a month as the mood strikes me (it was more often during the first months after I gave my man unrestricted access to my backside). I have a few posts about this that track my evolution on the subject of shoving a fat cock up my ass:

    Butt Stuff
    Becoming a 3-Input Girl
    I’m All About That Butt

  5. Love your dirty stories dear.
    Although I would love to see your picture, but I am happy with reading your stories that make me hard for you.
    Thanks for the Video , if you look as the girl ther you are a hell of a sexy woman I liked the video and jerked on her. That was hot
    One question ?
    Did you do anal. You like it in the ass. You do not touch on this subject I notice in your stories.
    It would be hot to see a father fucking his daughter in the Ass
    Do more of this

  6. Rachael , As much as I love your stories I can not bring myself to demand a viewing of you . I guess unlike some others I have a picture of what I think you look like burned into my depraved mind and wouldn’t want it spoiled in any way . All I want from you is just another story to help me make it though another day . As I’ve said many times I find your stories very well written and enjoy them very much and as for what you decide to write about I will read and enjoy it. You make this old man a very happy person just knowing i’ll see something you have written……..As always Be safe and stay NAUGHTY. Larry

  7. It’s been well over a year now and the question on everyone’s mind is this. Have you fucked a rubber dong on your dining room table yet?

  8. Good for you, Its actually nobodies business who you are and dont ever apologize for protecting your privacy. You didnt say it outright, But I will. Theres a lot of very sick people out here along with all of your fans. Your stories are well written and they flow nicely. I enjoy your efforts very much.
    Thank you GDJ

  9. thanks for the link to the video – I can now picture you better in my minds eye as I read your stories and stroke my cock. I also concur that if you look like the person in the video your husband is a lucky man!

  10. All I have to add is… if THAT woman resembles you, then your hubby is one mighty lucky man.

    But your words and thoughts are even greater proof of your inherent sexiness, dear lady. Long as we have those to draw on, what need have we for photos?

  11. Rachel totally understand why no pics I have none posted on lush either. I would be more incline to meet someone in a public place.ie. a mall if it wasn’t to far than I would send than a picture. I am clean up in aisle 1.LOL You wanted feed back on topices you were thinking of writing on the ones you mention were all good. But a favorite of mine has always been your sisters series or something along that line mother helps daughter to frist orgasm, twins one dom one sub, taunted & nices, or maybe a pee fetish. Also wanted to Thank You for all the time you put into this site even if your shorts are around your ankles.LOL You take care girl. XXOO

  12. Here’s a game I play when I’m stuck for a plot.

    Genres? Incest + Mystery

    Kind of incest? Mother/son

    Kind of mystery? Missing family heirloom

    Random scene or chapter titles … The Drunken Irish Setter … A Clue Under the Stairs … Chess in an English Cottage … Mistake in the Seat Assignments … Pete the Undertaker … Up to the Elbows in a Hoarder’s Catboxes … The Birth Certificate … Bed of Sin … etc.

    Start asking questions. Do they know they’re related? No. So they meet and become attracted while both searching for the heirloom. How can they both be searching for a family heirloom but not know they’re related? One of them has a chance interest in the object as a result of research. Do they hit it off right away or become competitors upon first meeting? At least briefly competitors, but immediately attracted and quickly impressed with each other. Do they actually play chess in an English Cottage? Just one of them, as a distraction while the other sneaks around looking for an important clue that the cottage-owner won’t give up. Who does the Irish Setter belong to? Is the seating error how they first meet? Why do they need to consult an undertaker? Is he the cottage-owner? Do they consummate their romantic attraction midway through the story, before they know their blood relationship, or only at the end, throwing convention to the wind in the moment of triumph after they’ve found the heirloom (or the moment of disaster when they realize it’s been destroyed)?

    Just by throwing word spaghetti at the wall and turning it into a Rorschach test for yourself, you can get a pretty good rough outline for a whole novel done in under an hour. Sooner or later the answers to those questions will make an overall story arc take shape, simply because the human brain is by nature a pattern-spotting juggernaut, and as an experienced reader and highly proficient writer, you’ll be able to recognize which threads are coming together interestingly and avoid going down paths that are dull.

  13. @Ian: Interesting idea. Not sure that I could come up with an interesting enough plot for a non-erotic genre story, but I’ll tuck that away in my subconscious and see if anything percolates to the surface one of these days.

  14. Hi Rachael. I found your stories on literotica yesterday and linked to here. You are a very talented writer. I enjoyed your stories very much. As for you expanding your kinky horizons by blending themes or genres, as an author, I say go for it! You never know how you will like it til you explore it and get feedback from readers. I am ndbf4ever on lit.

    I completely understand your need for privacy when it comes to pics. The woman you compare yourself to is stunning so you are as sexy as you are talented. Keep writing and expanding your horizons.

  15. You know what I’d be interested in seeing as a hybrid? An incest-themed story combined with any non-erotica genre whatsoever. Mystery, horror, sci-fi, police-procedural … anything at all, just to see what a story from you would be like with no sex at all (or all of it off-camera). Not because stories without sex are somehow better or more valid as art, but because when I love a story with sex in it, I can never be quite sure that I’m forming an unbiased opinion. So I’d enjoy having my opinion of what a good writer you are confirmed by my non-gonadally influenced brain.

    I have a high regard for my gonadally-influenced brain’s opinions. But on one or two occasions, it has led me astray…

  16. Dear Rachael, dear goddess ;)

    Perfectly understandable!

    Thousands thanks for sharing that video with us!

    Kisses

  17. I am more attracted to your writing style as opposed to the single theme. I trust that if you venture out into other areas that I would continue to be as intrigued by your stories. Being male and visually oriented I like pictures, but I can create a mental picture of you that works just fine. Keep up the excellent writing.

  18. I admit that I am surprised that you would be baffled why everyone would want to see your body when there are millions of hot bodies online. It’s because we don’t know them.

    The people here that read your stories and the personal details of your life feel that they know you and have an intimate connection to you. That makes your body hotter than all the others no matter what it looks like. Wouldn’t you rather see your husband’s friend that you have a bit of a crush on than a total stranger?

    I have never asked you for pics and wouldn’t. That doesn’t mean that I wouldn’t love to see you and I promise it would be a huge turn on! BTW, I watched the video and that is one hot body you have there Rachael!

  19. You look like that huh.

    If you ever divorce.

    I’m preemptively reserving the first date…… ;)

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