Photophobia

Surprisingly (to me), the consensus appears to be that I should definitely stick to writing incest stories.  It is true that this genre holds the most appeal to me (followed closely by masturbation and voyeurism/exhibitionism stories), and so it makes sense that I continue to play in this category.  I was thinking, however, that there could be an interesting middle ground.  In order to satisfy my curiosity about other fetishes, I was thinking that perhaps I could try the occasional hybrid story where I combine incest with another kink.  For example, a wife cuckolds her husband by sleeping with her brother, a son comes home to find his parents having a swingers’ party in the middle of the living room, or a dominatrix daughter turns her father into her sex slave.  This way I would have a good excuse to research new kinks and still write about the taboo family fetishes that get me off so well.  Thoughts?

On a completely different note, there’s something I want to address, despite the fact that it probably won’t reduce the “problem.”  Not that this will come as a shock, but I get several requests each day for pictures of me, or, at the very least, questions about whether or not a pic on my blog is of me.  I decided before I began playing online that I could only share my fantasies and porn stories if I remained as anonymous as possible.  As part of this, I determined that I couldn’t risk sharing pictures of any kind.  No nudes, no nudes that don’t show my face, no clothed, no clothed with my face blurred, no pics of my underwear or sex toys or even my stupid cat.  I elected to keep to this rule both for the web in general and for individuals.  I have various reasons for doing this, all of which you can probably guess.

First, I can’t risk being recognized by anyone who knows me.  Being identified with my online secret identity would pose huge issues for me and could very well cause irrevocable problems within my family.  I know the chance of this occurring is remote, but for all I know my dad, my next door neighbor, and the woman who wants to steal my husband all read this blog, Lush, or the other sites that I post on.  Even with my face covered, there will always be distinguishing features and marks that could give me away.  Plus, I’m no super techie, but I do know that there are ways to find information in image files that I couldn’t be bothered spending the time to try to remove.

No matter how much I trust someone, I won’t send them pics regardless of promises not to share them.  There are millions of pics and videos on the web that are there because men promised they would erase the pics/vids and a woman believed them.  I will admit that I’m happy about this because I love seeing things that I wasn’t meant to see, but I don’t want to become yet one more float in that parade.  I know I recently Twitted about my wanting to be an exhibitionist, but I also mentioned that I wasn’t actually brave enough to do anything about this fantasy.  I was also referring more to exposing myself to, or being watched by, a stranger.  Sending someone an e-mail with a naked pic doesn’t hold the same allure for me, nor would it turn me on in the least.

I have to admit that I’m a bit baffled by the demand for pics of me.  There are trillions, if not zillions, of pictures and videos of women on the interwebs showing off every conceivable part of their bodies and doing all manner of depraved sex acts.  And most of them are much hotter than I am!  Showing everyone my pussy would be nothing but a big anti-climax (pun intended).  It’s just a plain ol’ pussy that’s survived two kids and doesn’t do any special tricks.  My tits are just tits, and my butt is cute but instantly forgettable.  Don’t get me wrong, I love my body, but I can assure you that seeing it won’t enhance your enjoyment of my stories any!

I know it’s not much of a consolation, but I did cum across a video a few weeks ago that features a woman whose body is an almost perfect match to mine.  Her face is even similar enough that people would assume we were sisters if they saw us together.  The one thing that definitely isn’t the same is our hair – mine is a little shorter and much better than hers!  The other difference is that I haven’t fucked a rubber dong on my dining room table (yet).  You can find the video HERE.

I’m sorry that I can’t be more forthcoming with pictures, but hopefully my willingness to expose myself to you through this blog and my stories will be enough to keep you sufficiently stimulated. 

Thanks for understanding,
-Rachael

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21 thoughts on “Photophobia

  1. Your doppelganger is gorgeous and therefore so are you. There is nothing plain or ordinary about you. :)

    Your privacy is your business and no one else’s so imho you don’t even have to explain it. There are areas of my internet browsing etc that I don’t need others finding about either.

    Whatever you chose to write about would be good regardless of the genre including mainstream stories or books. Once your children are older it’s something to consider.

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